feelings as of late

I feel like I should write something but I just don't know what. It seems like life is going pretty good lately. I just got a new room-mate, I see my friends quiete a bit, I love my friends lots, I love my job, I even get to go on a trip to Ethiopia and India next month with my job, which is awesome :), I am around amazing people all day, I get to dream and people will listen, and yet there is just something inside me that is so restless. I don't know what it is. I seem to be getting glimpses of wisdom and God and I think I've just learned something that will propel (how do you spell that word anyway???) me forth into this joy and contentment and then I go back to my usual restlessness. Hmmm, I guess I've been getting alot of wise words lately and they always sound so great and like I want to take them and cling onto them, and then I forget them, or something about them doesn't cling. So I don't know, that's just what I'm feeling. So blessed with life and yet so restless and uncontent all at the same time. I don't get it.