people who know you...

Merry Chritmas everyone...

Just had a lovely evening with friends from home last night. Wendy had a little party full of food and people at her house for the second year in a row. It was really just great to get out in the country and visit with 'home people'. I was thinking about how unusual it is that we all get together and have stayed in touch so much, and how much I really do love those people. From what I see not too many people do that when they have been out of school for so long but there's something kinda special about it. I think deep down inside most of us would love to all move back to Dalmeny and live the quaint, small town life, but out journey's have all taken us to all very different places. So as much as I think loving home is awesome and as much as I truly do love the place I came from, i was also having a wonderful chat with Matthew and we were both saying how it also makes life a bit more complicated. It makes our hearts pull in more than one direction when we are deciding on love and life and how we would like our lives to look. It's crazy cause really, when it all comes down to it you want people who know you around you. People who understand and care. And that's what 'home people' are, people who know you and love you. So I don't even know what my point with this whole thing is. My mind is still just thinking about all Matthew and I talked about last night. All I know is that I've gotta believe that God has some sort of big plan, cause sometimes certain things just don't make sense to me... haha, this isn't a very merry christmas message is it? Sorry, merry christmas everyone. I hope these next few days bring time to sit and be and love and be loved and to just know that there is a bigger plan that we have no idea about...